My 2018 goal is to get back in church. I want to get back to serving the god who has blessed me took care of me, it doesn't matter if your out of church or not, the conviction of god is very real. I have had things happen to me in 2017 that put me on rock bottom, and having nowhere to look but up. I was on pain medication through a doctor for a long time, it got out of control.but not beforeI lost eeverything I had ever worked for. It took my hopes my dreams some of my family. It put me in a corner all by myself. But finally I have gotten help to get off pain pills, I go everyday for counseling, and I take something that keeps me from getting sick. But god is my main counseling then it's the professional counseling. Well just thought I would share my 2018 resolution. I love my church family